Everyone thinks you’re happy because they are seeing you smile. They think you love life because you laugh. But sometimes, you’re not and you need someone who will look right into your eyes and see that you’re not okay. Im smiling everyday and people thinks im happy but im not.. im sad and destroyed. You can handle the pain for a certain moment but after a while, you just cant take it anymore! every nights, you cry in your pillow and think that things will get better when you know they wont.. not because someone is smiling that she/he is happy. depression doesnt mean crying all the time.
Being strong is to handle the pain and make everyone believe youre happy but why cant just someone see that im not fine